Alritey...1 MORE DAY!! just 1 more day till the trip...gotta start packin'..maybe after this post..

Anyways..i've been doin certain things that i shuld not have, just to make me happy, but basically the flesh is weak but mind is strong...eh or izzit the other way round..Some people around me shuld noe wat im doin..but let me say this..DENIAL IS BAD...Im just goin with da flow..FOR NOW..

Still seeking happiness and peace of mind..i see some are making progress in this area..that is good and i wish them all the best, im really happy for all of you..learn from the past and build a better future..for those who are still lost..don't keep staring at the door, it won't open itself..effort is wat we all need..reach out, turn the knob and walk thru the door..you'll find the things you want..Im in that process now..still lookin back but things are fading out..i think its for the better..Till Then..

"WHY DO WE FALL DOWN?...B'COZ IT TEACHES US HOW TO STAND UP" - Thomas Wayne..

p.s..Man..Being EMO Sucks ain't it..well, part of being human i guess...

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