Walking alone
going to places I dont know
Clouds of doubt fillup
Does not clear up in any amount
Want to give up
Afraid to look behind
Wonder if there is still an army behind me
Afraind to see if I travel alone
Just do not know where I belong
I do know some roads I have to travel alone
Somedays though I just want to die
Never again see the sun rise
Have a problem of doing things right
Hell I can't even write well
When itcomes to relationships
Hold on wait a minute what relationships
Never really had one
Tried and failed
probably who know will not try hard again
Girls come and go
Just not by me even though I would like them so
Just another bump in the road
I reap what I sewed
So what do you know
I have family issues
No I don't need any tissues
Deal with in my own way
No matter what fate my bring
I know I made many friends along the way
So why do I stay
Living and breathing
Fighting and climbing
Carring the weight of the world up the chain
Start an exchange
get out of this dead end job
leave the mountain breakaway from the mob
of people go on my own
While I always known
Now that army of family and friends
will always be there and will be till the end
Have to have more courage and faith
Stop playing life so safe
Have to clear the clouds of doubt
Think well together and count
All the reasons why I do not give up
May be I want to still find out
How my life ends up
Try to talk
But nothing erupts
Try not to be shy
I just am I do not know why
Just hoping if I don't stop living
Somethings will fade awau
Can not stop giving
and letting opportunities fly away
Tomorrow the sun will rise